I hate people, plain and simple. Folks always say they hate people but most do not mean it, I do. Society teaches us that we should be social, make friends, human connections, to me that is bullshit, people, life, society, all bullshit. I don’t rightly know anymore what it is but something about people pisses me off, makes me sick to my stomach, kicks my paranoia and anxiety into overdrive and I walk away feeling a greater distaste for the human race than before. I should become a shut in, never leave the house, sit in a dark room all day doing nothing but sleeping and talking to myself. That to me sounds like a slice of heaven.